sports day sucks big time. i swear i'm going for banner painting next year. running is the most horrible thing to do on earth so don't run next year. the milo taste really good!  i love love love lao shi a lot a lot! she was cheering for me while i was running for 4 by 400m! LAO SHI I LOVE YOU! but but she is not so nice when it comes to your-things-got-stolen in class situation. she will blame you for bringing that thing for that person to steal. oh wells but never mind. i think i'm going to get a scolding from mrs jaya for running-oh-so-slowly for 400m. yucks, i don't want to go for training anymore! IT SUCKS A LOT! sweating sucks too. ewwww i'm starting to hate track and hate running; why? because of sports day. so therefore i've decided NOT to go for the SPH relays on saturday and sunday and be the only sec one again.

what a day. been out since 8 am all the way till 5 pm. that's like 10 hours? correct? my mind is now haywire, i can't walk proplerly, think properly, run properly and jog properly. i can't understand myself. we first went to NEWater visitor's centre then the aginomoto factory. next was lunch IN A COFFEESHOP WITH NO PLACE TO SIT. oh wells, i just hate to be a student in a secondary school!! I REALLY REALLY HATE IT!! but what can i do abt it? nothing in fact.

i don't find myself feeling as high and as happy as how i used to be, today morning when i woke up, i was asking myself why do i have to wake up so early the whole of this march holidays? i might as well just don't go for today's science learning journey. (boring like anything; fell asleep so many times) but some parts were okayy.

why am i not happy? I THINK I KNOW THE REASON ACTUALLY. its obviously because of cross-country competition. i don't want to bring the group down, the group has jaime which obviously can win, but if i'm in it, THEY WILL NOT WIN LAH! maybe this competition is not important to them, but its like my first one then if i make them lose of anything then i'll feel super bad abt it.

i'm feeling super restless now, i still got tuition later. i'm gong out with amanda tmr before trg then we go to school together for trg. i think laura would be going tmr after her learning journey and and maybe elizabeth too! I LOVE ELIZABETH!!

BOB THE BUILDER(heather) used to call me strawberry shortcake, but i find it so ewww, though ITS SUPER CUTE LAH but i still find it weird so i changed it hahahah. its now DORA!!! wheeeee, feeling a little happy now!! 

i'm so tired! oh but i'm happy that i have trg later!! yesterday was darn fun! went for CIP with trackers and it was a 4km walk but it seem so short, the 3.7km turf city cross-country seem so much more longer! anw, i had so much of fun yesterday especially at kovan and st patrick's parade. went out with the other trackers to vivo for lunch then played hide-and-seek on level one. amanda, jamie, tyanne and i were to last to get caught. went to mcs at kovan to play truth ot dare and i never. then went to kovan hub to play even more. after that rush like crazy to singapore river for st pat's parade, ran like crazy also. leg was painful and so cannot run properly. walked to city hall to take mrt and went back to pasir ris.

i think i might quit track, its so stressful! i have like cross-country comp this friday and i bet i'll bring the whole team down since i'm in the group comp. what to do? if i pon mrs jaya will kill me. but if i go then i'll be dying while jogging or running or whatever. all the others used less than 20 minutes to finish when i like used 21 minutes to finish. HOW NOW BROWN COW?

busy busy week. hardly ever sit down properly to have dinner. training and training as well as homework plus test. still have not seen my geog paper, mrs tan not here again, i wonder what's with her. but nevermind, my whole class loves mrs jaya to the fullest now.

my holiday is packed like anything, i only have free time on sunday. poor annette has tennis training EVERYDAY!!! except weekends, so we have to rush out our D&T project on weekend. poor us, hope we can finish it or else we all die. mrs seah will scream at us and i bet the first question she will ask is WHAT WERE THE FOUR OF YOU DOING THE WHOLE HOLIDAY? YOU HAVE ONE WEEK AND ONE DAY TO DO IT!

sigh, i feel so restless.

i seriously think that 1/8 is the only class with homework lah. mrs wong every lesson also will give homework, but cannot blame her, she really seem to be disappointed with our class for math CA. though i don't know the results but i have the felling that mine is super screwed. oh well, its all over. i can't do anything to change it can i? but today's weather was great. its didn't rain so i did loads of jogging. went back to school and jogged 4 extra rounds for fun with laura, hidayah and michelle. was using laura's belt as a baton and passing and saying out and up. was quite retarded but fun fun fun. working out if super duper fun lah; try it and you'll understand it. i think i'll get scolding for art tmr, i think i'll get back my history and science paper tmr and i will get back my math paper tmr.

nothing will turn out well tmr i swear. CA was screwed but there's nothing i can say now since its ALL OVER!! sad sad!! but my mum and dad understand if i fail my history and geog and and art!! heehee

they saw me study so i have a reason!! cause all that i have studied didn't come out, i'm unlucky lah but not my fault, if i had known what will be coming out i would have done "well". hopefully i pass my math since i finished my paper!! FEELING SCARED NOW ALRY!!